Closed my eyes, but only in one second, for I sensed you again.

Your lavender sweet scent crawls in to all my cracks of flesh.

while I feel the

night pass.

And my eyes drop rivers without me feeling anything at all.

You fill me up and force the anger’s foaming white out of me.

And I can leave the screams that where, one by one.

On the floor where I was laying and embracing you in all the nights before this,

the beast is raging out all its last anger out.

I am born in to the white furious revenging ocean of past life

and feel the silver fine wings of your gentle soul, that drags the last drops out of me.

I am throwing my self in the pityful leftovers of nightmares pastime and I push you away not to harm you.

I am disgorging black bile in my melancholy and I drive of the foam from before and put my self trembling in your arms.

And the fear is paralysing like the world is fading in the black water and i am clung to

your lavender spirited aroma, that are all assuring me of your presence.

I love you in this time of awakening given that you press me dry free of rotten water

and you hold me when I am terribly afraid

You are a passionate new ocean of true purity

One illuminating droplet for one heavily vanished black.

I dive in rivers of silk wet tongues that lick my wounds.

You fill me up with your hands and this wondrous aroma makes me watery.

It is an intense ocean of truth that I am now floating in. A tender ocean of pure water.

You give me that true ocean and I see God again in the deep blue sea.